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An old poem :)

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I cant even tell you what I feel
Every time you look away
Its just a mild shock
I forget what I want to say..

I just walk away
And leave you and everyone behind
Sadness and loneliness
Is all on my path I find

The funny thing is i never want to show
That sad look in my eyes
Seeing a look of pity for me
Is just something I despise...

Those times though I really long for that hopeful gaze
That tells me that I'm not too bad...
That I'm not too far gone..
That there's fun left to be had! ;)

Its even more painful to look back
I just fade into the dark
I don't know what I did that time
But it was you who gave me a fresh start..

Just a few words, I don't even know If you remember...
And again in my life there was a flow
Something to look forward to
Someone who thought I was worth a show

I don't know why I'm this way
Guess that's just the way I was built..
I know, I know what you're thinking..
That I'm just silly to the hilt...

I try not to be this way
But that's a different story all along
Its just a matter now of being strong...

Your absence is bad enough
To just drive me mildly insane
A word from your lips
And commence the pouring rain..

Oh rains...
Wash away the past
Take away all the fear
Bring us back..
To the world near...

I'm sorry I couldn't change things
Fate sometimes has her way..
Ill just try to be your guest
As long as I can stay..

If it was up to me, I'd just stay forever
But then again, more than us, life is clever

Quit cribbing, life's more about the fun and play..
You're a bubbly little baby, that's how it should stay
Take yourself and mould yourself up, as u do with clay..
Pass the test in the flame, when you feel its your day!

You'll come out stronger, that much I promise you
Then you'll laugh at the past,
Saying its so stupid you
Ever acted that way, can't believe how you were

Let the power in you stir...
Let the power in you stir..

X-x