Note to self?

A year or so ago I just "went through the motions" as they say and felt a few really crazy things I never thought I'd feel.. And I had posted about it here.. A few months after that I took down those posts because they were really personal and intense.. and so I didnt think they should be up.. I also wanted to forget about them so I totally erased them!

Now, all I can think is finding them, because they were an expression of my self..

So, note to self: Never delete a post completely!